I promised myself that I will always stay guarded in sessions, never reveal too much, today I went back on my word, today I opened up, and today I regretted it, im embarressed, wont be doing that again, and i even told her about this website, so now im defiantly gonna be 100% paranoid that shes reading my posts I cant open up on here now, not properly, its not fair this is my space!, where I feel safe, now I cant feel safe, I have no where to feel safe :'(