I explained to her 2 weeks ago in session 1 that there's a castle and I'm in the middle of it. There a bolted gate and walls 200 feet high. And there's 10 000s troops there, wizards and dragons. There's a moat with crocadiles and archers and all sorts of creatures in the army. Sworn never to abandon post, even if I ask.

It took me a year with my bf to finally start opening up and eventually let him in the castle. And that was a well-tested year, for no reason -I had ZERO reason not to trust him as he passed every test I gave him. BUT my trust issues have only gotten worse in the past year.

Nellie,
Do you mind me asking how you talk about it?