I am in so much pain. I was in a car accident a week ago. I crashed into someone after passing out.

I have lost all independence and freedom I once had.

I am terrified to drive because I don't want to hurt someone. Doctor's have no idea what caused me to pass out. My t wants me to drive even for a short distance, but I can't do it. I don't want to hurt someone.

My husband makes comments, not intended to hurt me, but they hurt anyway (about vehicle related stuff)

I feel horrible. I can't do anything. I can't do any housework to even contribute.

I am worthless. I just got out of bed at 1pm because I didn't see the point in getting up.

I want to SI, but have managed not to so far.

I don't know what to do, where to go from here.