I don't know if this is any help or not, but I also si my tummy. I hate my tummy. I hate everything my tummy represents and reminds me of. I worry that I could do some serious, permanent damage to my tummy if I'm not careful. I'm sorry you feel the way you do about your tummy. I'm sorry you si. However, I am glad to know I'm not alone in hurting my tummy.
Toesquasher