((((((((((((((((((((notablackbarbie))))))))))))))))))))no! You are a valuable person!

MY BLEACH!------I killed an Everlast Punching Bag ! I murdered a couple of pillows in cold feathers!!!

I used to feel alot like that...No one knew...I hid it well.

You got a punching bag? You can beat all hell outta a post with words here--help a bit?

You are not shiit anymore than any of us are!

Don't "be all gone"? Make the pain, the anger be "all gone"---bathe yourself in the warm glow of the knowledge that YOU SURVIVED--You are perpetually STRONG because you SURVIVED! You are a MIRACLE!!! One day you can reach out to others and maybe make a difference?

You are correct--"Fiick"it!!! Pour away!!! We're all here for YOU! hugs-------theo