But i'm curious.... For the past five months i've had one week every month where i cut down to (certain amount of calories) for the week then feel bad about it and eat a butt load of food from being hungry and then feel bad about eating so much then eating so little. So i stop. Then a month later it comes back. This moth has been good i didnt go on the scale or count calories for a whole month!! ( i was super addicted weighing myself twice a day and counting every piece of food)- then yesterday i figured i'd weigh myself again to see where im at!!!! I know im overweight and so far ive maintained my weight for a month. So today i counted calories again which caused meto cut down... Again... I just felt so unhealthy eating so much likr I was out of control and i cant gain weight!!! I just cant. I have some anxoety problems (read my other threads) and such i dont know if this plays into it. Does this sound like an eating disorder?