Thanks everyone for your well thought out replies, this really gives me a lot to think about from many different perspectives.

I don't spend a lot of time thinking about the past or future, but I don't feel in the present either.. That's where I feel lost in time. And I find time so fascinating. However I feel very unbalanced when it's August and next thing I know it's October and I can't really recall September, that seems too happen all too often. I am really going to think about everything everyone has said here, it's a lot for my little head to take in, so much to think about.

I do think time is multidimensional, and this is where I get lost, maybe I cannot fully understand how it all works yet, my cognitive skills have been very robbed by my last episode or meds , who really knows, I was thinking I don't feel right with my new found stability because somehow I am not quite back to the right time everyone else is flowing on.

Sincerely thank you,
Anika