I'm managing two disabilities (fibromyalgia & migraines/seizures), trying to come to terms with my depression, searching for a job to avoid eviction, and caring for an aging parent. Finally I secure a position. I requested a Letter of Hire from my new employer to use to apply for a loan, intent on paying the back rent but the new employer refuses to give me one, asking ...what is it for? ...why do I need that? I gave no reply. For the rest of this afternoon/evening my hope sank. I feel lost, I have no incentive. Can anyone offer words of advice, encouragement, how to regain my hope?