I dunno but I'm crying. It all started when I kept thinking of how people have jobs and I sent my boyfriend a message on facebook but he didn't reply. I just feel annoyed. I wish I could let all this anger out. I'm sorry, I am pathetic and I need to die. How can people get jobs and I can't? I even tried to volunteer but I haven't been phoned. I've been emailed but it's taking a long time and the woman is trying to see whether there are vacancies. I don't know why the heck I bother sometimes. I might as well overdose and just pass away. I don't like living on this pain suffering earth. I even have a hatred for people who rejected when I went to the interview. I think they're bastards. So I won't bother trying to get a job. I just suffer!!! No one wants me :'( I'm shy and horrible. Why should I be on this earth? I am jealous of people having a job. urghh! I hate this feeling! I wish I died or something...