Things are not going well and I am seriously depressed. I noticed tonight that my T was recording my session. He did not tell me. I will ask him tomorrow when I see him again.

My discussions have included thoughts of suicide. I am wondering if he is recording my sessions in order to protect himself should that happen. I don't think it's for my own benefit.

Should I bring up the topic or just continue to focus on my hopeless life in my sessions?