Dear Abuser -

I am sorry for being such a bad person. I am blamed and moaned at for the most stupidest things. I'm sorry for being alive. It was your choice to give birth to me. I still have a slight hatred for you. It's like you have two sides to your personality. You have a very nice side and then there is a horrible side. As I type this out, tears are flowing down my cheeks. I guess writing things out can get things off my chest. I understand you might have been treated badly when you was a child but please don't blame it on me. I am innocent. I haven't done anything wrong!!! I can be bad but isn't everyone not perfect? The stuff you said to me have made me upset and even angered me. You have hurt my dad and all this domestic abuse has taught me that I don't want to end up like you. I want to be happy with my boyfriend. I will NEVER treat my children in the future the way you treated me. I'm sorry. I'm just sorry. You might think I'm annoying but if I'm so annoying I wish you could just abort me. You do understand bringing up children will be HARD. LIFE isn't simple. It is hard. Many people struggle with issues and you say life is simple. It's not. I am a *****, cow, fat, tramp. Thank you for saying such wonderful names to me! You are such a wonderful mother! You made me feel depressed and you call me all these horrible names and you expect me to be happy!! Well I'm sorry. Of course I'm going to be sad. Plus I am kinda mentally not well. I'm not all doom and gloom. I have a happy side to me. You don't know me personally! You are too quick to judge! I'm sorry to be alive.

Sincerely

A Nobody