But they're not thoughts. They're just feelings. And I've fought those feelings all my life, tooth and nail, and they've never changed or gone away. Just to live I've had to fight those feelings, to make a living. And they're still there. I don't think this desensitization business is going to work on me. It hasn't in the past, though I must admit that I was doing it entirely on my own and don't know if what I've done really qualifies as "densitization," whatever that may include. Thanks! Take care!