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Old Oct 19, 2011, 12:28 PM
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I get so much energy that I feel alive. All the "me" that is stuffed down inside fills me up. I go out, I wear brighter colors. I buy things (not too much, hubby won't let me). I have lots of ideas and I try to sway people to my side (not not my normal). My creativity goes through the roof. I take on projects and get committed to things that I may not be able to follow up with. I talk so much and so fast that my husband gets really annoyed with me. I want to do something to worsen my hypomania, so that I go higher. I feel so great.

For about 4 days and then it turns into horrible anxiety and I can hardly move. That's how I know it is ending.

I have a lot of people watching out for me so I don't get in trouble.