I start lots of projects, I don't sleep or eat. I talk really fast and I stutter and talk in ryhme. I feel great, and extremely happy and hyper. I listen to loud music. Spend way way to much money on whatever I'm obsessed with. I tend to get fixated on a few things and totally obsess over them. I make very poor decisions as every decision seems fabulous. I get highly creative and productive. Until the mania sets in. Then it all falls apart I become anxious, agitated, irritable. Usually with psychosis. I start to pace for 16 -18 hours on end, I have a hard time speaking at all because I am stuttering so much. That's when things really suck.
I wish I could just have the hypomania and stop there.
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