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Originally Posted by Ygrec23
Well, Terry, the bolded words in the quote convey to me an image of someone working with words, and for me, the universe of words can't even get close to the feelings I need to go through.
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Hi Y, actually, words were not what helped me so much as memories. Perhaps you could substitute "memories" for "feelings"?
I hope that you know that your being unloved by your mother was not your fault. and she probably had issues with her mother or father and you can probably scroll back and see the neverending cycle of unfulfilled needs. Is there a way you could find out more about your mother's upbringing? Maybe she was a girl who did not feel loved either and so did not have the tools to be a loving parent? Not trying to make excuses for her, just hoping it might help you understand why she was the way she was. Not sure where that might lead. Not sure if understanding the whys will fill that hole in your heart, but perhaps it is worth a try?