I didnt make it to the meeting last friday. But i'm going this friday.

I saw my T today and she is so damn adamant that i go to rehab. I don't see what rehab will do for me. I think if anything, AA will do. She scares me with this.

I finally have a job offer. I go for testing tomorrow. I'm stressing, but i'm not drinking.

I'm writing nonsense. I feel so confused right now.