keeping you in my thoughts, chalmette. give the AA meeting a go. another helpful tool to see if you are a problem drinker is to not drink for 30 days. if you can't stick to that you may be running from things that spark your alcohol use, thus a problem. like split image suggested buying the AA big book is a good idea. it's easy reading and you may find you can identify something in there that sounds like you.
try to keep an open mind. it will help you decide. only you can say you are an alcoholic tho. this article may help you http://psychcentral.com/lib/2006/sym...of-alcoholism/ too. hope this helps.
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