I think we both believe in the concept of knowledge over ignorance, regardless of what it brings, but fear is still natural. Fear and uncertainty will at some point haunt the hearts and minds of all intellectuals.

Being at the point in your life where you're making the first steps into something more, it's hard to see where you are going to end up and if you'll even get the chance to do what you want. Furthermore it is always draining to understand the weight of the world.

Some days I worry about the state of the world and my own life, and how the two intertwine. But it's okay. One step at a time with your chin up and eyes forward.