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Old Oct 19, 2011, 06:11 PM
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yea bro, I feel your pain;

I'll be clean 'off pain meds' 5 yrs in nov. but 2 yrs ago started having occasional drink with buddy on weekends. Started down that road again. I never had been an alcoholic, per se, but have the addict persona. So in sept. started on a liver medication treatmnt, which prevents me from drinking (24 wks). I have not been to my friends, began staying with a relative,(who is aware of my history) and figured nothing of it. The last few days I"really" felt like a brew. Not so bad tday, but had to go back to my recovery methods again(prayer, yoga, meditate)harder than usual.
Good luck, find a "safe" activity ,go to AA, and avoid "P.P.things".1 thought at a time.BB