Hello
Firstly I'm so sorry you are struggling so badly right now. I sincerely hope you can find some inner peace for a short while until you see your therapist to speak to him. It is extremely unethical for a therapist to record any session without your written permission and should be made clear in your contract at the beginning of your relationship. You are entitled to change your mind at any time during your therapy sessions. I am also wondering, like Echoes what you saw to make you think he was recording ? It seems very wise to discuss this matter when you see your T next to clarify things. Wishing you peace and very best wishes. Take care and go well. Kerry x