I hear you about feeling numb - it happens to me and it's like I'm just paralyzed. But I think it's really important that your T know that it's too fast for you. She's there to help, and she would want to know that this is too much for you this soon. Therapy IS NOT too hard for you!!! It's the way it's being done.

I hope you can find the strength to tell her. If it was me, I would probably write down what I wanted to say, and if I couldn't do it once I got in session, I would hand the paper to her. Believe me, I've had to do this more than once. I feel foolish, but at least I get it out there and T is aware of it.

Don't have any other advice, but I'm sorry this happened.