My husband has been out of state since Saturday, because his step dad was dx with terminal cancer after having brain surgery last week. My husband doesn't come home til this coming Saturday. I didn't think I should go since I just came out of an episode, but I was nervous for him to leave me. I'm now feeling sad and lonely. My 18 yo son is here, but he works and doesn't hang out with me much. I don't have reliable friends unfortunately or much family in this state. Oh well....felt like whining, so I did.