I really really want you to find that supportive T, who has your back, who is on your side. I remember from the last T you had how much that was something that was important to you and that you desired; and going on what you are sharing here it's even more so now One of my T's I know is absolutely on my side. It's the first time I've ever really felt it with someone before as something that truly is the case. It doesn't mean he always agrees with me; it doesn't mean he accepts everything I say but even knowing that he is on my side.

I know we're only out here in cyberspace, but from the PC family point of view it absolutely is NOT ok that bad things happen to you