So I haven't had any contact with my T since the 10th and I miss him so terribly bad I almost feel like I've lost him-that he won't respond back to my email about our next session-that he will get back from his trip and say he can no longer see me...and I'm having such a hard time remembering what it's like to sit with him (I know it hasn't been that long) but it hurts and feels painful...I want to hear from him in some way...I feel like he is slipping from me and I feel desperate...but I don't know if I should email him tonight or not-I don't want to be a pain...I just would even like an email back say HI...I want him so much right now I feel bad for being so needy and I don't want him to be annoyed...I just need something from him...I wish so much he could read me a bedtime story tonight and rub my back while I fall asleep (since I KNOW that won't ever happen) I just feel so lost right now...okay sorry so long....should I email?