I haven't been in therapy for a very long time. Didn't seem to do much good at the moment. Maybe why I'm so alone is I drive everyone away? They usually stick around for a couple two-three months, then go to happier pastures which then sets my wall higher and thicker for the next victim...I mean.. person. I am always good at listening to others and heling them but nobody for me. I can't clearly state what I need when I don't know what I need. Thanks for posting!