Hi everyone - lately, I have been all over the map. I have been diagnoseed with major depressive disorder. I have trouble concentrating lately. I never get anything done. It is a hugh effort to tackle any project - like preparing dinner, household or personal tasks. I have to start a task, stop it and then start it again several times. I don't feel very balanced. I have an appointment with a neurologist next week. I'm afraid he'll instead diagnose me with something else like bipolar. I am very impulsive. Sometimes I exhibit poor judgment. I am really worried about this. I don't want to have to go on something like Lithium. I have been on that before and it's awful. Any thoughts? Sometimes I make lists and there are so many things on it, I don't do anything. I get easily overwhelmed. I eat compulsively. unbelievable. please write back someone. I am worried.

Thank you.