Thanks so much everyone
I'm okay, just wishing hubby would come home, but can't ask him too under the circumstances. However, I wish he would. He called last night and I just couldn't put on an act that everything was fine. He asked if I'll be ok til he gets home and I said yeah. So, I just have to suck it up.

It's my son's birthday today. So, I told him we'd go out to eat. Something to look forward to today.

As far as friends... My friend who lives 5 min. away has been a total idiot the whole time I've been home. I gave up on her, because if it's not all about "her", then she's not interested. So, On Sunday I was suppose to get together with another girl I met at the hospital , I was fully ready to leave, ready to walk out the door and she called saying she was sick. So that was the start of a baby funk and it's been snow balling since I haven't had a "new" friend in quite a while and have been bored out of my mind.

Also, while I'm at it.... I don't have the best relationship with my mom. Some people may remember me posting she's selfish. However, she called the day before yesterday and said her and her husband (who's a paraplegic) were terrorized the other day- Her bell rung, she opened the door, 2 men wearing black and ski masks barged in to their home. One of the men ransacked their house, while the other man kept pushing my mom down repeatedly (she was trying to get up), then she was punched in the head a few times before they left- she's 65 yrs old! She tried to call 911 when they left and the phone was dead. Come to find out their phone line had been cut from the outside of their house by these criminals, but my mom had a cell phone. One of the men were caught by police and is in jail, but the other one got away.