Thanks guys,
I thought I was doing good for a wee while. My GP and CPN have said since I came off my meds for a whole month they are still needing to kick in so give it time. Hopefully in the next few weeks stability will be resumed. I just wish I didn't feel so guilty all the time.
My CPN asked me on Tuesday if I still think I am not BP. I do but maybe not entirely. I guess as CPN put I am 100% BP that annoyed me as I don't want to be 100% 30% would be good. Anyways thank you all again. I really do mean it.
Inner... thank you!! That really means a lot to me my confidence is low and I have never received praise before. So its nice to hear it. Just wish people in my life would tell me it.... saying that I wouldn't accept it as well I am embarrassed. But thank you!!
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