(((((delicatefade26)))))

I'm sorry you're going through this. I can feel the sting from your conversation.

I brought this same thing up to my T in session this week; I told him I wasn't sure if I could keep coming in, and every time I do come in I tell myself it's the last time. I told him I wasn't sure what I wanted to do. Now, the child part of me really, REALLY wanted him to beg me to stay, kwim? To tell me it was completely irrational of me to want to not come back, etc. because this would show me that he cared. That kind of "action" would have showed me - not just tell me - that I mattered.

But he didn't do that. He told me that if I wanted to take a break then that's fine. And he even seemed indifferent to the idea of me not coming back AT ALL. Ouch.

I agree with the others; he prob doesn't see this the same way you do. Give it a day or two and email him back. Tell him that you've been thinking about it, and realize that maybe it was just an emotional response, you're sorry, etc....but that you really would like to come back again.

Lotsa hugs for you right now.