For the first time ever, I really, really don't want to go to my T session today. There have been times where going produced extreme anxiety, but I've never simply not wanted to go. I'll still go...it's way too late to cancel...but I just don't wanna. I suppose I'll have to talk to my T about this, since I have no idea why I feel this way.

It's weird. I like my T, I think she's absolutely amazing. I trust her, nothing has happened between us...I just dread going today. I think maybe it's because I have a specific thing I want to talk about that I'm really afraid to talk about and it's making me just not want to go. That's all I can come up with right now, anyway!