That little insight could be it! Way to go realizing it. I was thinking maybe, if nothing much has been going on, the strong feeling of not wanting to go is a little more "exciting" than "nothing"? It gives the sense of something to explore where if you haven't had much recently and sessions have seemed tame, maybe it is just to spice things up a bit, the resistance feeling good like some stretching exercises can?
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