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I was thinking maybe, if nothing much has been going on, the strong feeling of not wanting to go is a little more "exciting" than "nothing"? It gives the sense of something to explore where if you haven't had much recently and sessions have seemed tame, maybe it is just to spice things up a bit
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I really wish that were it, but I know it's not. Sessions lately have been a little intense as we're getting in to some very difficult things for me.
I also realized, I sent my T a couple emails this week that revealed more about me than I'm comfortable with. So that's probably some of the resistance too.
And, now I'm totally procrastinating by typing replies instead of getting out the door! I need to leave right now and just don't want to.