I just blocked T from calling and texting me. I can't believe I'm back in this place, it's almost exactly where I was last spring when we went through this and I thought I had made so much progress since then, but then BAM. I'm back in the same spot.

I just know that I can't stand the interactions I've had with her today, and that I can't do anything at this point but make it worse, and I have, HAVE, to somehow focus on what's going on in my life and not on my relationship with T. I have to have some space. I have to be able to breathe.