Hey, Christine! How're you feeling now? Still the same or better? Do you have meds to take? Do they help at all? If you don't have any meds, or if your meds don't help, can you talk to your pdoc? Is he/she available by phone? Do you have a T? Is he/she available by phone?

If your pdoc or T aren't available by phone, can you get an emergency appointment with either of them by calling their offices?

You must have a crisis line in your area. Have you spoken with them? Do you know their number? It's usually in the front of the phone book. Why don't you give them a call if you can't reach pdoc or T?

Is there a friend you can call and ask to come over and be with you for a while? If necessary, they may be able to take you to the ER where the doctors can give you meds you may not have.

Sorry to hear you're hurting this way. It sounds really bad. Please try and get in touch with your doctors or, if you don't have any, please go to the ER and let them have a look at you. Take care now.