I saw a new therapist yesterday. I had cut on my wrist a month ago and my family doctor knows about it and why I did it. He set me up with a female therapist thank God. My husband did't have a choice but to let me see her. My doc told him I needed it for my bi polar or he would put me in the hospital. Thank my doc forever. I like my new T. I haven't had one in years. She understands the hypersexuality and my not wanting to do the swinging my husbands wants. She is worried for my safety. He burned me with a cigarette four more times and cut on my chest some. She doesn't' like that I live in the woods. She says it is not a good place to live considering my situation. Can't change my situation. My hubby has health issues and is a lot older than me. All I can do is wait for him to pass. Right now I am no longer hypersexual. Yippee for now. I also am bleeding bad from my kidneys and have developed an infection so I can't be forced to have sex with anyone. You can use your imagination as to why my kidneys sudden stated bleeding so bad it looked like I was passing almost pure blood with clots in it. Hey things can't get any worse right? Ahahaha