Interviews are just stressful - I hate them! Sorry it didn't go well. Hope you're having a good session with your T and working on this. I hope you're browsing the forums and reading some of the inspirational stories people here have posted. It IS possible to overcome some of this stuff. And you're never too old. I'll never see 60 again, but I'm still plugging away and life is so much better than it used to be. Hang in there.