Does anyone else out there si because they hurt so bad on the inside, physical pain is better? this is probably a stupid question but idk i guess it would be nice to see with my own eyes that im not alone. my emotions get so overwhelming that i start to go numb and sort of space out and it scares the hell outta me. so i cut to interrupt the emotions-numbness cycle. I've tried to stop cutting so many times. the longest ive gone is three months. I just can't seem to get away from it. its controlling my life.