Yup, here I am...once again. I want to cut, want to take pills, all of that. But ya know what, I haven't got the slightest idea why! Isn't that something?

The urges are there...I'm just lacking the motive for it! I wish I knew why but I don't. I wouldn't mind cutting up my arms and I wouldn't mind taking a bottle of pills.

Oh well...I can discuss all this with my T tomorrow, I guess...whatever.