So, After getting into a really depressive state I went to the Pdoc. I told him about my taking other meds with my klonipin and he was not happy about that, not that I thought he would me.
He said he can see how depressed I am and is worried. He asked me if I felt it was time for the hospital and I said NO WAY. He asked why not and I told him I am too scared because the last hospital I was in it was not a good experience.
He asked if I would tell him if I needed to go to the hospital and I shook my head no. He said, "Oh Crap!"
He made me promise that I would call him if I felt like I was getting worse over the weekend. I see him again on Monday.
For now he is upping my lamictal to 200mg from 150 and is not putting me on an anti-depressant just yet. He will over the weekend if I need it, though because I still have some Lexapro left over.

Anyways, I know some of you were worried about me, but I think I will be ok.