Things just keep getting bad... But I think they're finally starting to look up. Last night and today I've had some not so good thoughts, nothing that I'd ever carry out but that doesn't mean the thoughts being there weren't stressful. I had to leave school a half hour early because of it and called into work. We called my psychiatrist and talked to him. He said he wasn't worried and that it was the abilify finally getting out of my system and the Latuda I'm taking not fully kicking in yet.

However, the thoughts are going away and things with my ex are really starting to clear up. I did have a slight break down yesterday (crying, stressed out, etc.) because I was supposed to do a lab with my ex (who's still being a jerkface but I'm getting over it). But I have all the teachers and the guidance counselor on my side, they're all working to help make things easier for me. Where I eat lunch, which is in a teacher's room, my ex was still eating in there but the teacher asked me if I wanted them to kick him out. So I said yes, and she did just that.

Because of this, and my bad thoughts finally going away, I do think things are getting better. I'm even taking part of a school even tomorrow!

I just thought I'd give an update. And it's nice to just get things off your chest once and awhile.