I'm sorry, Capriciousness. I had a therapist before that I was seeing at school, and I really liked him a lot. I had to stop seeing him when my # of sessions ran out. I really felt connected with him. I wish I could find that connection again, though maybe in a less painful way. I thought it was hard to experience and also hard to let go of.

I did find a new therapist, though, and I really liked her for a while. Things are rocky now, but I'm starting to think maybe it's in my nature for my relationships with my therapists to be a little rocky...

I'm sorry you're sad... is it hard to muster the strength to look for a new therapist without the support of your old one? It'd be hard for me to just sort all of that out in my brain, I think, especially on to of moving!