I don't really know where to start. I've been dealing with this disorder for forever it seems. I thought for a second I was cured you know? My best friends dad is a pastor & he prayed for me, but then here comes these episodes. I gave my life to God last year & I've been praying for so long for Him to fix me. Maybe its not in His will, but I get these horrible thoughts in my head & all I can do is cry & pray. He is all I have to hold on to, but it would be nice to have somebody to talk to who has this in common w/ me. I'm not on meds now but have been on almost every kind there is when I was younger. I'm ashamed of this & so that also makes it hard to talk to people. I feel like they'll look at me crazy...I feel like I'm crazy. I have alot on my chest, & I could really use a pick me up.
Thanks so much guys!
God bless
Nessa*