hmmmmm --- thought a lot about this and if i should post----
ummmm -- well forgetting about what u did regardless of why you did it --- whats done is done and you cant like undo it --lol duh that was kind of profound

i guess the focus now should be damage control ----
i think perhaps it would behoove you to go talk to the school counsler -- it is confidential --- let her know what u did and why and the medication havoc on your physiological system --- if this goes well she could really facilitate things between you and your instructor and at the very least give you some ideas on how best to clean up the mess made

we all make messes in life indeed (believe me i have made more than my share )-- but perhaps the true statement of character both outwardly and inwardly -- is to admit out mistake, make ammends and learn how to do better

best of luck to you -- im sorry this is going on in your life
zoe