Having to put your daughter into respite care shows how much you care for her. You were putting her first. I had to do the same thing with my child when he came home from foster care with alot of problems. Sometimes a parent needs a break. Some people have relatives that pitch other have no relatives in the area tha can do so and respite care does that. Hang in there and take time for yourself while she is gone. That way you can better handle her when she comes back.