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Oct 22, 2011, 08:11 AM
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Member Since: Apr 2011
Location: Io. Near Jupiter
Posts: 1,034
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This last week I have been having many urges (since last Sunday mainly to self harm).
I normally have many dreams (lucid ones), I have not dreamed since wed. Last night I dreamed of the self harm that has been giving me urges.
I woke today (sat), and I was looking at my arm thinking I have self harmed. I had not. It was all in a dream, the urge's are real in waking life; I did not harm myself though.
When I woke and found not cut's, I was happy (and amazed too).
To find that my urges are controlled in my dreams was a nice thing to find.
I woke to find myself without cuts, or self harm.
At the moment I do not know where my mind is, I am just glad to find my urges are not manifest in real life.
Thank you PC and friends here. I cannot but place my healing here. (Personally I am lost). With you all though I find help and healing. I found that when I woke to 'no self harm'.
Thank you.
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