I need to cut, relief, please, I hate this I'm just a jerk I'm a horrible monster, just a little cut it'll help. No one cares anyway I'm useless. why do people even put up with me. All I ever do is hurt everyone. No one believes in me or trusts me they all talk behind my back saying how awful I am then turn around and just humor me or whatever. It's not like if anyone even knew they'd have any faith in me, I just screw everything up. just a small cut just a little blood, I need to...