Well, today starts a week without T who is on vacation. Don't see him again until November. I am curious to see how I fare. I will have almost no one to speak with. I am sure that I will survive. Though, I am also sure that I will have my bad moments.

Career-wise, it appears I will have to make a full career change. No more paralegal work. There is too much stress and I cannot cope with it. Next week, I will probably register for a real estate course to help me make a change. I like dealing with residents in apartment buildings and will try to become a sales/leasing representative. I had a very good response to my concierge work yesterday in an apartment building and the manager asked if I was available to work more days. I have to keep trying, continue working hard and be open minded and optimistic (me?). Can't let the anxiety get to me too much. The work was at times greuling. I worked 8 hours straight with no break. I like working with the maintenance guys because there are no games. Everyone is straight-forward with each other. We work as a team, as it should be. It is such a relief to work with real people and to know where you honestly stand with your coworkers.