Everything in my life has gone from bad to wrose, my case For SSI is truning out to be a big mess, My relationship is going no where, I tried writing things down to help me feel better but everything I try to do to help me feel better doesn't,I can't trust and everything I say becomes a be fight, .My life is going the wrong way, Everything I try to do to make things right it truns out be be wrong, I feel like I can't talk to anyone, I hold everything thing inside becuse the people I want to talk to have there own problem to deal with, This world doesn't needed mine on top of it,I just don't know what to do anyomre, The more I try the more I fail at everything.In the past 5 years my life is gone wrong, There is no happyness for me anything, The poeple who made my life fullfilling are now gone and there is nothing left to be happy about. I feel like I have to get out and there is something holding me back, I just don't no anything anymore,I don't where I fit in this life,All my life has been wrong sence the day I talked into it, The pain I feel there is no words for it, The sadness,The hearbrake it is so unreal, I have dealt with some much I wish I would dump it somewhere else. Where is my life going anyway?, Not where I want it to go, I want one thing someone else wants a nother Then want in h... I am doing in this relatioship anyway? I feel there is no hope on getting my SSI and my relationship or anything .Everything I touch is gone ,The more I try to do right it all ways puts me flat on my face,I haven't found anyone I can talk to ,I have qucation no one has the answer for me on many things. I hope I am putting this in the right place. I a depressed on many things, Everything just keeps getting wrose. Now what ? where do I go from here? I know no one has the answer,They don't have the answers for me on my mother's cancer,I feel like there are alot of things that have been hidden from me on that,no one way to tell me why.Everything thing to me is depressing on days, I wish things would start going right for me ,The stress is getting to hight and the tention is unreal I hope everyone can understand this there have been so many things that have gone wrone in my life, I just know what to do with the way I feel and there isn't anyone to listen, I have no friends no happiness,I wish my life would just get back on the right track for once.