Is there a part of Murphy's Law that applies to your lovelife? I think one does for me.
I'm a loner, but sometimes I can find a guy that I am surprisingly interested in. However, he never becomes interested in me. And then when a guy actually shows interest in me (rarely) I just don't feel the same way about him. I'm 28 years old and I've never been on a proper date or had someone tell me that they love me. What is up with that? I take care of myself, I think I'm kind of adorable, I'm friendly, approachable, smart...what is missing? I'm kind of quiet, but I don't ignore people.
I got used to living like this though, under this law of "you'll be interested in him, but he'll never be interested in you" and vice versa. I figured that was my life...until I met J. J started chatting me up, wanted me to spend time with him. Eventually we were with each other everyday. I eat dinner at his house most nights. We go on vacation together. Wow! Has the law forgotten about me? Has it become bored with me and latched on to someone else? No, it was just in hiding. The law was just playing a trick on me because J likes me and acts like he cares about me, but doesn't want a girlfriend or anything. Anyways he's thinking of joining the Peace Corps and disappearing for 27 months. Good one, Murphy's Law, you really made me think some guy actually cared about me for once...I guess I should go back to not caring. I don't know what other choice I have.
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