So. I guess I'm an alcoholic or somthing 'cause I'm getting drunk again. I don't know.... I kinda want to stop, just because I can see my life slowly slipping away. I'm only 15. I've been drinking for four years. I've been drinking heavily for the past two years. It's been getting progressively worse. My boyfriend really, really wants me to stop. It's so difficult though. I love drinking. I love how it makes me feel. I love waking up and not remembering what happened the night before... for the most part anyway. I really don't want to go to any meetings, because my parents wouldn't drive me to any meetings, they don't really know about the problem. Nor will they know. Advice? Help? Something... anything....